Well, i'm jux kickin it at home right now, actually taking a long long break from packing up and junk.. Its bad... i can't believe that i'm actually doing this tomorrow... well, i'im not all that surprised, but still, i haven't told my dad yet, but he'll be happy... i think...

I'm really itching to make a new cd.. although it wouldn't really matter cuz i can't freakin listen to cds in my car... but then i can make the cd into a md, and then i'll be able to do it... Today was pretty good i guess, i woke up, then went back to sleep, and woke up, repeat and proceed to step 4. went to work, worked for not that long (i actually wanted hours today, but didn't get them) then went home and started to try and pack, and in which i was very very distracted.. then i looked at my phone (which was finally charged... i didn't charge it last night) and replyed to britt's text and followed it up with a phone call... afterwards, she came over and chilled while i barely packed a little more. We went to pier 1 imports for a while to check stuff out for her room (and mine kinda) and well we didn't really get anything, infact, we didn't get anything, but it was fun anyway.. after that, we took off to get some food after a minute or two of indecisiveness... we settled for fazoli's and we took it back to her house where we watched a bit of american idol rejects... dang crazy messed up and jacked crap. well, after that, i raced home to watch the oc.. a rerun that i missed.. and now i'm packing still, kinda sorta...

Well, in the past couple days i've been a little looser... feels kinda good, even though i'm not craving sugar or anything... weird eh? yea... sugar!! ya, well i finally gave lawrence his christmas present (he's been pretty bitter since) i hit some golf balls with john, and played a little pool and pretty much sucked... talked to kimball several times over the past couple days... hung out with ashley and karalee, talked to sj for a long long time, odd enough...

and now well i'm going back to packing, bye!

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares,it gets me down but i'm still gonna try to do what's right, i know that there's a difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have there's a line drawn in the sand, i'm working up the will to cross it.

I am the person that my parents warned me about.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you

Alright, to tell you the truth, i don't really remember too much from the past week... a couple nights of going out, a couple boring nights, played some pool, drove around more than i ever wanted to, late nights, and stuff.. But thats really much it, i could possibly remember more, but there wouldn't be any point to that...

Well, today was quite alright... I woke up, went to church (got there on time and did my job) finished church, came home, tinkered with my car, then went over to scott's house at where i helped him prepare dinner.. during the preparation, i took off for an hour or so to check out where i'm moving. The place seems like a blast, and i'm quite excited, but the place is so far away... away from karalee, ashley, scott n ashley... It kinda sucks, but kinda good at the same time... i guess the only person that i'm really moving closer to is brittany.

Dinner was good, i got there a little late after checking out the place, but the dinner was good.. afterwards, i just hung out there and did pretty much nothing but sit around and enjoy the company... then they popped in a futurama dvd. I kinda napped i guess during the last one, i wasn't sleeping, but i wasn't really awake.. its that one conscious state where you're really dead, but could be really awake and functional.... ashley ivie is pretty smart... scott said that i was sleeping, and ashley said, no he's not, he hasn't started to snore.... and well, thats pretty much true... freakin people that i've slept with don't even figure that out... yea, after that tho, i got up cuz my butt vibrated, then went downstairs to snack on some junk, well i just had root beer, they had cereal... then well, we hung out some more and by then it was like 11:30 and then i took off... and now here i am, after a nice long sitting and reading and a shower... and i'm quite possibly ready for bed, but we'll see soon...

What if...

Once again theres a lot to write about... but i'm sure that i'm not going to write it all (as usual)... i'm way freakin tired, and well starting off with the most recent.... today, i took kimball to the airport, then went to work, afterwards made a couple phone calls, was on hold for 20 mins (2nd time), got home took a shower, got bored, called scott, went shopping for food, had dinner/breakfast at scotts... came home... and that was pretty much it for today....

This past week was an experience, fun and stressful at the same time... but it was worth it.. i'll probably write some more after i'm finished with whats going to be going on in the next couple days... just remind me...

Week of Kimball.

Well, i haven't actually written in a long itme now.. And well, theres much to write about, i'm just not sure about my own willingness to actually type it all out... anyway Ashley has completely moved back... karalee now lives at home as well... i think its better for them, it'll probably be all sorts of goodness with different surprises along the way, kinda like when you get onion rings and theres a fry in it... work has been work, dead pretty much... and well, i get paid pretty well for not really doing anything.. i make as much as i do at ino, but without tax of course... i've got to drive some really nice cars, i drove my 2nd ferrari... this is a 2003 Ferrari Modena (Pinin Farina) with paddle shifters... it was really tight... then of course, i drove the usual porsche.. (I got my picture taken when i was in it, its in Sinclair's digi camera) well anyway, its been dead slow and really really really boring.... i bring food and what not over all the time... turns out to be a good snack time and stuff.. Lately, i've been trying to find people to talk to me over text messages, brittany normally talks to me, but not really anyone else.. well scottie too, but he's been caught up in a lotta junk..... dag yo... last night was kinda stressful, really it pretty much was stressful... Tryin to satisfy kimball and jacob at the same time is well beyond achieveable in a normal time period.... and well, i got my own plans to deal with, and just because kimball comes into town, doesn't mean i'm going to drop everything and say, alright, you're the boss... Jacob was just very very... i duno, i'm trying to think of complex words and all i can think of is gay... and annoying, and obnoxious, and overly sarcastic as well as selfish... yea, but yesterday was way way hectic... first i went to drop off some paperwork form my insurance to my mom, and its way out there to me... and well, i get there, and realize that i didn't bring the paperwork with me.. so i drive all 24 miles back and forth again to pick it up, then i go there, and i realize its 11:20 am... and i have to work at ino at 11:30 am... well so i rushed my buttocks over there (avoiding traffic by going by heathers house) and got to work on time... i told him i wanted to be on the EO (early out) and he's like just tell me when... so i said 1:30 (i still needed time to do lots of crap)... i picked up my tire and stuff, and then i had to pick up jacob (he wanted to go pick up kimball with me) and then drive to the airport... well we pick him up and kimball wanted to eat somewhere, so we went to INO, either that or del taco, but jacob is way against del taco.... and ya, carla was there... well and there was christina, JB, not too many other people that he knows... but yea, carla was there... they got their food, and well, the burgers werent' exactly all that great (john was cooking) but whatever, it was food... afterwards, i dropped jacob off, then kimball and i head over to starbucks where i told brittany that i'd meet her... it was cool i guess, karalee showed up on a bike with russell, steve was there, daniel, kimball then jacob came later... oddly enough, jacob was really silent while we were there... moving on.... oh yea.. i forgot, brittany came over to my house before we went to starbucks, we wanted to go to the mall and go shopping.. well, we didn't have time for that cuz we stopped off at the bexteds for kimball to say hi... yea that went on and took forever, but alright, back to the main line.... karalee, britt, russ, and daniel all took off to the mall... kimball and jacob said they were going as well and kimball said he was going to ride with jacob, so i was like ok... well us, the others, went to the mall and karalee got her ears pierced.... kinda different... she kinda did it without ashley (i told daniel that ashley's gonna be like what?!) and sure enough, ashely, elyssa, and britt all show up and ashley's like, i can't believe that you did it without me... i just pointed at daniel and jumped up and down... yea, well anyway, i had to take off right after that so i could go hang out with scott and junk... well on the way home, i exchanged the christmas gift i got for scott (a ps2 game) and got him a different one that he didnt' have... and then i took off... also after that, jolynn called me up cuz she was on my side of town... oh the memories hahaha, anyway, we met up at ino 150 and said hi and talked for a little, then i took off to scotts where we were going to eat some dinner.. well i call kimball up and apparently hes on the other side of the world with jacob going to anthony's friends house (sahara and rainbow)... well they missed out at dinner (which was red robin- good strawberry lemonade) and they met us there (after a long long wait). During that wait, i took mike morgan's friends car (which he got 2 days ago, an nisssan pathfinder) and drove around the parking lot... it was great fun, there were some cones on the ground for no apparent reason and in some secluded spot, so everyone told me to run it over... and well, of course, i do it (i know i got the skill, and well i do things that people wouldn't think i'd actually do, unless they close friends and know better) and well, i demolished 2 cones... like, DEMOLISHED... anyway, we went back to scotts house and busted out some video games.... PS2... anyway, we played 4 way Red Faction and pretty much had loads of fun... jacob took off sometime during that, but who really cares, he was aggravating me, he's way egotisitic.. and i forgot what happened, but i passed out on the floor, then kimball did from what i heard.... and well, we both slept there last night... this morning kimball and i helped scottie with his wedding plans and stuff (decorating) but loads of things came up... first we got to the gym and there were tables with computers in them (apparently there was a computer class going on tonight) then afterwards, we had a lady from whitney ranch ward (jerks, losers, punks and such, but not all like that) say that they had the chapel reserved from 12 to 11pm... and she reserved it thru her ward... well scott's dad reserved it thru the stake guy... and well, yea, it was stressful, ashley was kinda freakin out cuz that ladyw as being a total bioatearch... and well i was stressin out cuz she was stressin out, and kimball was being dumb... and i had no music.... so well i decided to solve one of my problems and find a radio and brought my tape adapter and md player.... and woot, that saved me... after that we started moving all the crap in... the crapbooking lady moved to the relief society room.... and then we took off to the mall (meeting ashley's mom and having lunch)... so we did... we had lunch and then met ashley's mom... after that, the guys (scott me and kimball) went down to express where they have that massive sale (whoa baby) andi bought 2 pairs of pants for like 20 bucks... 9.99 each baby... anyway, after that i rushed my butt back home, changed, and went to work (i left at 4:15 and got there QUICKLY at 4:30) right on time... then i got off after having a long text conversation with brittany and talking to karalee too and from the crapper. I went home, called kimball several times (not picking up) took a shower, got dressed helped scott out some more with final decorations at the chapel then just got back, and now its like yea, 12:00... kimball still isn't back, not really stressin about it too much, but now i kinda know how karalee felt when i didnt' call and i was staying at her house... yea, i feel crappy now... ooh yea, they're at "along came polly"... too bad i couldn't go.. i would've loved to see it with them... they prolly had a pretty good group to go.. well i know karalee, ashely and britt went, i know some one was with britt, probably daniel, but theres probably a load more... and well, thats pretty much it.. i'm here, and that was the past 2 days...

?Thought?
I was doodling and drawing and commenting on paper at work... you know, stupid things you write down cuz you're bored... or things you notice, or what you're thinkin about... yea, well that was fun, i made it look all cool... but heres what i wrote

people are stupid, never wear green and orange unless you want to look like a neo futuristic combat nerd, saw 2 3000gts, 1 decked out corolla, many civics, a really really attractive girl, 32 alarms set off, my butt kinda itches, sometimes i catch myself staring into space counting down the hours till i get to see your face, i'm really bored, my jones soda cap said Love the daylight, i want to be off, karalee called, my butt vibrated, this water tastes funny, i dislike smokers, i smell like smoke, i'm a human ashtray, i got hit with a 10 pound ashtray, my handwriting sucks, look i can write in cursive, cursive sucks, that car smelled like smoke, smoke sucks... (S)(the superman sign) ucks... bruhahahhaha... i want to go home...


Ooo, kimball was at the movies with karalee ashley and all them, he just called, he should be here soon i guess... anyway, i think i'm done.. goodnight world of stars

I'm sick of smiling
And so is my jaw
Can't you see my front is crumbling down
I'm sick of being someone I'm not
Please get me out of this slump
I'm sick of clapping
When I know I can do it better for myself
I'm sick of waiting
Sick of all these words that will never matter

I'll wire these nerves together
Hoping for a chance to think on time
And I'm tracing over your letter
To see if your intentions are as good as mine

But you're getting worse Aha
I swear it
It's hard to prove you're an understatement
You're getting worse and I know
That you'll be calling, calling, calling me again

I'm done with everything
That had to do with you
Don't worry your pictures are already burned
I'm done with new friends
Don't sell yourself short
You'll lose it in the end

I'll wire these nerves together
Hoping for a chance to think on time
And I'm tracing over your letter
To see if your intentions are as good as mine

But you're getting worse aha
I swear it
It's hard to prove you're an understatement
But you're getting worse and I know
That you'll be calling, calling, calling me again

Go

I can't help how I feel
No I can't help how I feel

But you're getting worse aha
I swear it
It's hard to prove you're an understatement
You're getting worse and I know
You'll be calling, calling, calling me again

Calling me again
Calling me again

But you're getting worse aha
I swear it
It's hard to prove you're an understatement
You're getting worse and I know
You'll be calling, calling, calling me again

"Its not getting what you want, its wanting what you've got"

So what if you've got something and you're loosing it... would that be getting what you got??
anyway, good quote anyway...

Right now, i'm just too lazy, beat up, beat down and little depressed to type anything at the moment.

Golly Lori is so awesome!! She's just so helpful!! just the small things she does and what not... so crazy!! makes me feel all sorts of gooda... haha... i just chatted really quick with her for no obvious reason... karalee and ashley weren't home... so she said that she'll have them call me... so good, so good...

i love my keyboard... the g actually works...oh yea, i think i said that i got a new keyboard... if i didn't, i got a new keyboard.. made by Memorex for 9.99 and its pretty nice, keys are pretty comfortable and they make a different clicking sound type thing... its more of a swoosh and click, or something.. i duno... like swooick... but its coolio...

work is slowin down hardcore... yesterday i only made 23 bucks... but thats still alright... basically 5.15 on top of 5.15.... so still around 10 bucks, 9 bucks an hour... and wow, its nice having cash everyday...

stupid bank has all my checks on a 11 day hold... so now its 10 days... so freakin gay... ugh, i'm gonna open another bank account... yeesh so crappy...

soo.. well, i'm confused, ashley's staying in town? she's leaving?! now shes staying!??! ahh this'll be crazy... kimball's gonna be in town again, and well, ashley wasn't going to be here when he gets here... kimballs expecting her to be here, but then she told him that she wasn't, and i doubt he knows that... so now kimballs gonna be all sorts of excited to see ashley (and he's staying at my place... craziness....

Yay, i bought some candles!! they make me happy hehe... that and i got my keyboard and my allister cd... what else could be better? maybe a girl haha.. nah, i'm alright.. anyway, its been pretty nice lately i guess, besides the lack of really seeing anyone, but thats changing.... i hung out with mylene, maria and lawrence and jimmy for a few minutes... then i had to go (it was mostly to talk about selling my crx to maria, and what all needs to be done with it) i know its not what she wants, but o well, if she buys it, i'll help her out by finding hookups... but yea, i got my candles, lyra pissed on my work clothes, they're in the dryer, and i have to leave in about 10 minutes for work... it'll be sucky i think, i really want to bring my headphones and what not and just chill listening to music... but we'll see about that... i'd have to sneak my md player... but yea, i loaded up on pop - cherry coke, mug rootbeer, lipton ice tea (it was on sale).... well they were all on sale... i wanted dr. pep so bad tho... o well..... shooty, i gotta jet... wish me warmth!!

¤Thought¤
I am el nino...

Dear your name here...,
It's been a long time, very long time,
Since I've heard your voice,
And I bet she never thought I was,
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time,
Seeing less of you,
I never thought you knew,
So can you see,
You're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that my,
Heart stopped beating,
And I'm as good as dead,
And I'm as good as dead,
Dear I forgot your name again,
Just picking up where I left off,
(oh yeah)
This is the part where you leave me,
So sorry so?
I've had a hard time, very hard time,
Seeing less of you,
I never thought you knew,
So can you see,
You're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that my,
Heart stopped beating,
So can you see,
You're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that my,
Heart stopped beating,
And I'm as good as dead,
(Ohhh)
And I'm as good as dead,
This (this is all) I have to say,
To say
(Go!)
So can you see,
You're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that my,
Heart stopped beating,
So can you see (So can you see),
You're seeing less of me darling,
And you're blind to the fact that my,
Heart stopped beating,
(Stopped beating, stopped beating, stopped beating, stopped beating...)

To Kimball... and probably myself.

It doesn't take much to keep holding someone's hand
You have to keep your eyes open as wide as you can
You never know what could come along...
Sometimes people think that they are so in love
When it's the first person that they have ever been with

I think it's so stupid
so stupid
You have to keep your eyes open
You'll never know if she's right
if she's right

It's so amazing how people can be held down
By just one person that doesn't even care what they think

I know it's so stupid
so stupid
You have to keep your eyes open
You'll never know if she's right
if she's right

You have to keep your eyes open
You'll never know if she's right
if she's right

Attitudes are more imortant than facts. Any seemingly hopeless fact isn't as important as our attitudes toward it

Well golly... its been mellow the past who knows how long... its probably been a week... but everything is pretty much the same.... sleep, work, try to hang out.... sleep.... nothing too special... i picked up scott and ashley yesterday, we went to applebees afterwards.... uh, i went to work, worked for a little, then came home... took a shower, then went to ashley's house where we played a little phase 10 and worked on a puzzle, while people played mash haha.... and omg, byron is soo freakin cute!! he stares at me... nothin usual for babies (i had one at church today) but he was all sorts of cute... no wonder they call babies bundles of joy...

I had my meetin with my bishop today.... that didn't exactly go as well as he wanted it to go... well, my fault, but i'll work it... but the good thing is that i'll probably be looking at mission papers sometime by march, if i get my move on... haha, bishop parry asked - how's the girl scene goin?? i was like, uh, paper, fake, nonexistant... he's used to jacob and his girls... it was funny, he was like, what?! i was like uh yea... no girls, sorry... haha... and that pretty much ended the word of wisdom check up...

I like sweaters... makes me feel all sorts of warm... plus, i don't have to do my hair in them =P hehe.... and my hair is definatly at that point where theres nothing to do with it... and it looks like crap haha... so well, i probably wont do my hair anyway (unless i want to look like some kind of dragon ball z guy, or asian without sideburns cuz i can't grow any elvis, or some kind of wolverine guy)...

STATS
Name: James Michael Liu
Birth date: 02-27-85
Birthplace: Ames, Iowa
Current location: Henderson, Nevada
Age: 18
Eye color: Mocha
Hair color: blackish brownish with a bit of reddish
Height: 6
Righty or lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: fishy
Full name spelled backwards: Uil Leahcim Semaj
Occupation: Valet & In n out
The story behind your user name: User name? which one?! SurrealReality- i wanted everythin to be fake although it was all real.... Almostwhite- band name (i was the only not white guy)... Mykii - Just my name...
Describe yourself with three words: unique and different






CURRENTLY
Current mood: Half depressed, kinda tired
Current hair: fuzzy... kinda poofy, but still looks good
Current annoyance: smelly socks
Current smell: Sexy..... very sexy.... 2
Current thing you ought to be doing: dreaming...
Current desktop picture: random pictures (changes every 10 mintues... currently karalee up close)
Current favorite groups: people who like relaxin
Current worry: getting another beer.... henry weinhard's root beer, i finished all my a&w







DESCRIBE
Your heritage: Uh... taiwanese?
The shoes you wore today: Samba Milleniums
Your fears: losing what i never had
Your perfect pizza: chicago style spinach
Goal you'd like to achieve: prep myself for life
Pet peeves: imitations, malfunctioning junk, rap
Biggest Problem: saving money and having fun
Best Quality: i dont know... you tell me...
Favorite Color: black or red
Wallet: Black Volcolm
Hairbrush: 1/2in round... haha
Jewelry worn daily: metal balls, white necklace
Holiday: Christmas i guess
Pillow cover: body pillow is black, rest are pretty much white or blueish
Coffee cup: I duno, one from starbucks?
Shoes: Adidas (sambas, gazelles, novas only), DC's, Osiris, globes
Cologne/Perfume: Very Sexy, Very Sexy 2, Addidas, Cool Water
CD in stereo right now: Allister- Last Stop Suburbia
Piercing: none, wanted one but wont...
What you are wearing now: black dickies, black buttonless dress shirt from express
In my head: girl
Wishing: I had someone to hold me
After this: sleep
Talking to: no one
Eating: cold fries
Fetishes: cars, fun small things, mostly sharp metal shiny objects... music
Some of your favorite movies: Tommy Boy, So i married an axe murderer, rush hour 1&2, Emperors new groove, some others..
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: moving out
The last thing you ate: hot fries?
Something that you are deathly afraid of: being alone, heights, not knowing who i am.







TELL
Your most overused phrase on AIM: "geez"
Your thoughts first waking up: "i like that song"
Your best physical feature: my one boob
Your bedtime: 1-3am
Your greatest accomplishment: not driving myself to senseless depression
Your most missed memory: Family dinners..







YOU PREFER
Pepsi or Coke: Cherry coka
McDonald's or Burger King: In-N-Out
Single or Group Dates: either or? i wouldnt know..
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton brisk
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Mocha... or hot cocoa
Shave or wax: shave
Radio Station: 92.3 FM
Store: Pac sun, hot cats, express, target, walmart... lots i guess.
Shows: Simpsons, Futurama, Family guy, friends, old save by the bell, batman, monster garage
Sunshine or rain: both!
Car or motorcycle: car, but i can see me on a motorcycle...
Sing or dance: sing







DO YOU
Smoke: nope
Curse: not that often
Have a crush: um yea...
Do you think you've been in love: not sure
Want to go to college: of course
Want to get married: eventually
Get motion sickness: in the car when i'm reading
Think you're attractive: sometimes, i think its more of a feeling... then you lookin the mirror and really notice whats goin on..
Think you're a health freak: not really..
Get along with your parents: eh... no
Play an instrument: guitar...(did play violin, piano)
Do you like candles: heck yea
Do you like incense: nah, smoke is gay
Do you believe in forgiveness: why wouldn't i?
If you could have any animal for a pet: a husky
What are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: Chicago, Madison Wisconsin, Denver...
What's something you wish you could understand better?: myself (then people)
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: most definately







LOVE
Love is: knowing you've found the one
First love: dont have one
Current love: heh...
Love or lust: love
Best love song: thats a hard one..
Is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: i duno..
When love hurts, you’re: begrudging, dejected
True or false: all you need is love: and truth
Is there such thing as love at first site: nah, you definatly have to walk by again
Do you believe in soulmates: eh..







PAST MONTH HAVE YOU
Drank alcohol: heck no
Smoked: nopers
Done a drug: loads of Ibuprofen
Had sex: not yet..
Made out: haven't yet..
Gone on a date: nopers..
Gone to the mall: freakin work at one
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nopers
Eaten sushi: ya
Been on stage: nopers..
Gone skating: probably should've...
Made homemade cookies: want to...
Gone skinny-dipping: never have
Dyed your hair: yea... lots...
Stolen anything: i've stolen looks from people







PAST 24hrs HAVE YOU
Cried: yea... i'm weak haha
Bought something: gas..
Gotten sick: nopers
Sang: in the car
Eaten: 2 mins ago
Been kissed: its been a couple months..
Felt stupid: every 2-29 minutes
Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: sure..
Met someone new: i guess
Moved on: workin on it..
Talked to an ex: never had an ex
Missed an ex: refer to above
Talked to someone you have a crush on: no..
Had a serious talk: no...
Missed someone: always
Hugged someone: ya... i guess the last person was britt
Fought with your parents: nope..
Dreamed about someone you can't be with: ya.. sometime i catch myself, staring into space, countin down the hours till i get to see her face






HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required the removal of clothing: not yet.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nopers.
Been caught "doing something": uh sure... i do lots of stuff... no
Been called a tease: nope
Gotten beaten up: once
Shoplifted: yes
Changed who you were to fit in: yes.







OPPOSITE SEX
Best eye color: brown, blue, green, black
Best hair color: red, blonde some black
Short or long hair: mid...
Best height: 5'6 - 5'10 (I am short, so I wouldn't be too picky)
Bestweight: i duno..
Best articles of clothing: whatever goes with their personality
What you first look at: eyes, hair, waist, butt
Turn ons: fun, sarcastic at times, playful, promise-keeper, can cook
Turn offs: lies, cigarettes, cussing, over exposure



NUMBER OF
Girls I have kissed in my life: 1 on the lips
Girls I have made out with: none
Girlfriends I've had: 0
Times done illegal drugs: none
Piercings: 0
Tattoos: none
Times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 3
Scars on my body: bunch..
Things in my past that I regret: 3
Detentions: 3
Cavities: lots..







THE FUTURE
Age you hope to be married: 23
Numbers and names of children: 4 or 5
College: undecided
Career: Depends... pharmasist... some medical field..







SOCIAL LIFE
Best girl friend(s): karalee, ashley, britt
Best guy friend(s): scott, todd, lawrence
Boy/Girlfriend?: none..
If no, current dating partner: none
Hobbies: Computer, games, guitar, driving, singing, listening to music, playing games, hangin in parking lots, chilling with groups, skating, biking, star gazing, talking, dressing up and going out to dinner for fun...
Pager/Cell: Lg 5350
Are you center of attention or the wallflower: both
What type automobile do you drive: 1988 honda accord
What type of automobile do you wish you can drive: 1996 Toyota MR2, or a vr6 jetta, or a 1999 Toyota Celica GT-FOur, or a 1991 Honda CRX Si
Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends, dunno about dates
Where is the best hangout: a house with a stereo and thats full of people that you like
Do you have a job: 2
Do you attend church: yuppers
Do you like being around people: people i know...







WHO
Have you known the longest: from vegas, Kimball, from Chicago, Mitchell
Do you argue the most with: i don't really argue that often, i dont' really let them... but when i do i guess its with heck, i dont know
Do you always get along with: No one....
Is the trustworthiest: used to be karalee
Makes you laugh the most: karalee, now? i duno...
Has been there through all the hard times: no one
Have the coolest parents: Karalee
Has the coolest siblings: Becksteads and Squires
Is the most blunt: Nick
Is the smartest: My eldest brother
Best company: karalee, ashley, scott n ashley, lawrence, britt







PERSONAL
Who is your role model: good question
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: still do
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: not lately
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not that i know of...
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): i bend it...
What's under your bed: a black cat, a sponge, tennis ball, my cds.
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: wanted to... never did
Rather be the dumper or dumped: they both suck
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
Ever want someone you don't have right now: yea
Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yup
Do you believe in psychics?: prophets... psychics?? nah..
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: uh no..
What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: how skinny i am
What is your favorite part of your emotional being: being crazy
Are you happy with you: far from... but i dont know where i want to be exactly..
Are you happy with your life: at times..
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: my lonliness
What are your life goals?: Knowing who i am, knowin who i marry, being able to support my family, learn to play piano, having a song for my kids and my family...